Remembering TCPaul, 2016-2019

First time I killed a person.

I'm European, and until just recently I worked as a career s cavebae05/15/19
Yeah, Wily. vohod05/15/19
3x6, actually robin05/15/19
Thought this would be an eagleracist poast about how he iced phosita05/15/19
Lol! Poast of the year bangbus05/15/19
Nah, eagleton’s ok. midlaw05/15/19
Hes okay when you need you get rid of some haji children bangbus05/15/19
Shaming a soldier for doing his job is large... I don't see taxamnesty05/15/19
If... You can shame a porn star for doing her job And bangbus05/15/19
Thanks for confirming that you won't dare shame Messiah for taxamnesty05/15/19
Allah akabr! bangbus05/15/19
Is the Last thing said by yemeni child before being taught t taxamnesty05/15/19
Freedom ain't free. It requires the blood of patriots... or bangbus05/15/19
Haha 180 Edit. Remove haha. Glanced over child. esquirewalletsmatter05/15/19
You would think that, IMHO greenday7505/15/19
His views are at least grounded in something beyond generic taxamnesty05/15/19
Story is probably fake. rastaman05/15/19
Tell us the story of the first time you killed someone. Tyia midlaw05/15/19
Lol rastaman05/15/19
cavebae (May 15, 2019 - 4:20 pm)

I'm European, and until just recently I worked as a career soldier. I've been pretty much all over the world, not seen that much action, though. A lot of sitting around a potentially dangerous areas more or less sweeping up the smaller bits and pieces that other NATO soldiers missed.

I've probably killed a handful of people. How it feels to kill someone is worlds apart depending on the circumstances. I was in a sort of mechanized division(both lost in translation and a different structure than the famous Americans). The first time I killed a person was in the middle-east. Long story short, we were relocating to another camp and on the road was more or less an abandoned roadblock. Just some burned out cars covering the road, with a teared up tent to the side.

Well, we kept on, there was a small crater from some sort of explosion. It was pretty deep, but not that deep. I was the gunner on one of the IFV's, but I wasn't paying much attention at the time(I doubt anyone did, we hadn't seen any action in a long fucking time). Well, out of this fucking crater this dude jumps up, manages to frantically fire off his AK, and then I unleash my gun on this lone mad guy.

And that was that, I blacked(not fainted, just lost the memory) out for a few seconds after I opened fire. I was shaking, I could literally not hold onto the machinegun afterwards, my hands were shaking that bad. It wasn't a bad feeling, though, I was so overfilled with adrenaline at the time. No one of ours were hurt, though.

When this crazed person had opened fire the convoy had started to move on in a hurry, and it wasn't until we were a bit away that my memory beings again. I was told I had "taken care of business like a real man(paraphrased translation)". It wasn't until the night I realized that I had actually killed a man. I really had no idea what to make of it, but my friends were all around me and they celebrated me. I didn't sleep that night, though, and it was fucking tough getting into gunner position again.

But, I never had a really deep depressive episode. I was a bit down for a few days, but in the end, after a talk to the shrink, I realized that I did what I had to do. If I hadn't done what I did, a friend of mine might have died, or even me. It's a bit hard to think about, but I don't regret it, even though it does almost tear my eyes now this late at night.

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vohod (May 15, 2019 - 4:23 pm)

Yeah, Wily.

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robin (May 15, 2019 - 4:24 pm)

3x6, actually

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phosita (May 15, 2019 - 4:55 pm)

Thought this would be an eagleracist poast about how he iced Haji and loved it so much he reloaded and engaged Haji's children.

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bangbus (May 15, 2019 - 4:58 pm)

Lol! Poast of the year

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midlaw (May 15, 2019 - 5:02 pm)

Nah, eagleton’s ok.

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bangbus (May 15, 2019 - 5:04 pm)

Hes okay when you need you get rid of some haji children

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taxamnesty (May 15, 2019 - 5:06 pm)

Shaming a soldier for doing his job is large... I don't see you take that tone with the Messiah tho who is notorious for droning your beloved towelheada.

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bangbus (May 15, 2019 - 5:09 pm)

If...

You can shame a porn star for doing her job

And if...

You can shame an illegal for looking for a job

Then..

You can shame a soldier for doing his chosen job.

Dont like the shame? Get a better job.

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taxamnesty (May 15, 2019 - 5:11 pm)

Thanks for confirming that you won't dare shame Messiah for doing the Lord's* work!

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bangbus (May 15, 2019 - 5:13 pm)

Allah akabr!

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taxamnesty (May 15, 2019 - 5:14 pm)

Is the Last thing said by yemeni child before being taught the value of freedom by the first black president of the free world.

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bangbus (May 15, 2019 - 5:20 pm)

Freedom ain't free. It requires the blood of patriots... or racists. It doesnt really matter as long as it is not my blood or more importantly my money

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esquirewalletsmatter (May 15, 2019 - 9:32 pm)

Haha 180


Edit. Remove haha. Glanced over child.

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greenday75 (May 15, 2019 - 5:04 pm)

You would think that, IMHO

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taxamnesty (May 15, 2019 - 5:05 pm)

His views are at least grounded in something beyond generic racism haha

Other clowns try to thinnly veil their true reasoning behind their conservative values but it is just too obvious

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rastaman (May 15, 2019 - 9:26 pm)

Story is probably fake.

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midlaw (May 15, 2019 - 9:55 pm)

Tell us the story of the first time you killed someone. Tyia.

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rastaman (May 15, 2019 - 10:06 pm)

Lol

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